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[Dec. 4th, 2009|03:34 am] |
Tomorrow's my kick ass national sailing competition. Tomorrow will also only be my 18th time on the boat. If you ask me, I'm fcuking nervous competing with 40++ other boats of mine class. But my race has two boat classes, which means around a 100 boats each flag off. To comfort myself 12 of the racers are my friends. That's about 1/10. and 8/10 of them will probably kick my ass blind folded...
But you know what?
I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well, I'm going to do well,I'm going to do well,I'm going to do well!!!!!!!
I WANT to do well.
FELICIA LIM, even though there will be a thunderstorm later, LET'S KICK ASS GIRL!!!!!!!!!! We can do it!!!!!
but first, its 4.00am and I need to stand by Victor to get out Bcomm project ***ting ting A+ ***!! He's being all negative and grumpy at me.. noooooo........... :( Vics, come on..
I hope Abel's doing my other project for me...
On a lighter note, I got my Ngee Ann jacket!!!!! wooooooooo!!!
Dill fish, stuff eggplant with cheese, 1litre of water, 500ml of Milo for you? |
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[Nov. 28th, 2009|09:46 pm] |
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I am having a very rough day. Could everything just S.T.O.P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|12:59 pm] |
Do you have a paper bag to spare? I need to bury my face.
Die.
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[Nov. 20th, 2009|08:11 pm] |
I wonder how Clarissa's doing with her new "diet" I am very very very hungry even though I engulf one entire squid, asparagus and a two slices of tofu for dinner.. We're on a No/ Low carbs diet.
That also means no peanut butter sandwich or coco crunch for me :(((
Gonna " have dinner" using my eye power with XM and Tiffy. Bye!
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[Nov. 16th, 2009|12:19 am] |
I can only describe myself as such,
You know how an army of ants scramble for their fragile life in all directions when you attack by giant droplets of water? You know how a beetle flies into your room and it starts crashing against your wall? You know how a cockroach panic why you attack it with the bug spray?
You know how disorientated these insects are right?
Like a mother looking for a lost toddler? Like you, when you're rushing for school and looking for your stuff/homework/handphone? Like you, when you're late for school because you missed the bus and you rush into class and everything just goes wrong all day?
You do know how it feels right?
Like how every living shit is in a mess, school work, social life, etc.
That's exactly how I felt the whole.fucking weekend. Every fucking single living , breathing, thinking second I'm awake, I'm disorientated. I'm not slightly disorientated. I'm f.u.c.k.i.n.g disorientated.
I'm not listening, nothing gets processed in my brain, nothing stays in, nothing moves and nothing rest. In another words, I'm just not living in the present this whole weekend. I was really having that much fun and I was pretty much quiet. I feel so disorientated I can barely function..
One fucking big shit ass fat strike down this week. You have two more to go.
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[Nov. 12th, 2009|11:38 pm] |
Please understand, I'm not made out of steel and neither do l run on batteries. There's only this much I can push myself. Talk to me next week, I know I haven't been a good friend to anyone.. All I want this week is for my Fdisgusting Friday to end. a good rest and my time on my sail. Is that too much to ask?
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[Nov. 5th, 2009|11:42 pm] |
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SNAP!!! IT IS FRIDAY ALREADY!!?!?!!!!?!?!?!!!
This week really flew pass in a blur!! Nothing majorly eventful this week unless.. Koi/singing/photography with Abel on Tuesday and Japanese dinner with the sailors after training ( which I didn't go ) on Wednesday.. Actually, I would prefer if the team was closer! There's more girls now which is very good news for me! Just in case FELLY decides to ditch me for whatevertraining for ALOYSIUS... and VICTOR, ditching me to work for his 10k.. ( I support..) Then I wouldn't have to be so miserable and wash up all alone under the cold shower, misinterpret the time or shower until the boys start yodeling for me impatiently outside the ladies because I'm late..
Nevertheless, tomorrow is my tragic day of the week. Two heavy tutorials.. Dinner with the boys, Sailing on Saturday, Dinner and that leaves Sunday for me to catch up with my work and rest!! Its a busy month I tell you!!! Dinner on the 7th of Nov, 14th is available, 21st is my darling Gay's Birthday, 28th is my dear Matthew's birthday.. I'm going to be SOOOO BROKE... I will not stress myself out because getting through tomorrow will be my first priority. Completing my 4 workouts this week would be my second ( which I'm ashame to say, it has not been done even though today is Friday..) Guess, I'll just have to work 3 sets on Sunday!!!
 
Someone in the lecture hall thought we were lesbians, that is simply not possible..
Markcus' wasabi mochi ball!!

Vic's turning 18th on Saturday!!!! Finally!!!!!!
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[Oct. 26th, 2009|08:30 pm] |
I already tweet this earlier on, Ill say it again here.
Point 1: My almost perfect GPA cousin popped by my Business communication class today, My teacher seems pretty buddy with him , inviting him to sit in my class and teach alongside with her. He must have done pretty well in her class I presume..
Point 2: My teacher then asked me later on during class, " what does scaling remind me of " - we were learning about surveys..like scaling in surveys..- and I replied my teacher, " Dragon scales." " interesting......-turns and ignore me-"
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH
I have no idea why I said that but, laughed out loud at myself.. I secretly think my teacher is doing comparison with my cousin and I. dick. |
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[Oct. 21st, 2009|11:15 pm] |
Today is a good day :))
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[Oct. 10th, 2009|05:44 pm] |
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HELLO!!!!!! I just realise, the hotel has a computer area!!! no gym though.. I'm sooooo happy now!!!! see you fools soon!!! :))
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[Oct. 8th, 2009|03:20 am] |
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Thanks TIff, Farah, Tung and Din for sending me songs!!!!!! love you guys!!!! and my mum will be awake in 9 mins. I'm dead. my bag is 12% packed.. oops! |
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[Oct. 7th, 2009|10:21 pm] |
I really dislike taking photos of myself. I tried to smile!!! failed..
But I took the courtesy to yesterday because, I needed reference to do my make up " I was going to the party late! " So when my bums left my place after a few drinks, high, I tried different Egyptian looks for the Halloween party!!! I was, in total control until a bee came attacking me!!! Luckily, there wasn't any witness, if not the story will be the joke for the rest of the year!!!! Anyway, after a few tries, my eye lids were about to swell from all the chemical... I was going to go for the look above, then today I realise wow. I won't be attending the f**king party!!! W.O.W... Mis-communication, its fine, you guys just go ahead!!!
So to my bums who are going, Party, Drink, Laugh, Enjoy, Scream till you puke your guts out!! AND snap truck loads of photos k!!! I'll be ploying duck droppings in yellow rubber boots. :)))

ANYWAY, FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY!!!!!! :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) oh! and my hair's pretty long already :)
Bye!!!! I so need to start packing my bag NOW!!! Leaving at 4am :)
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[Oct. 2nd, 2009|02:33 pm] |
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Bad photo.
Everyone hates their job, especially part time jobs whereby they treat you like a desperate teenager who will do anything for money!!! Okay, we will do anything but there's always a limit. Usually, okay, especially at Co***** on, they cross the limit often too many times!! But you know something? The current job I have now...Seriously......... the people that you're under is awesomeeeee!!!!!!!!! The job itself is awesomeeee!!!!!!!! The pay is.. Good but more is always better!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!! LOVEEEEEEEE IT!!!!!! My working friends are great!!!! LOVE IT!! LOVE IT!!!! The job starts at 5pm and ends like.. 2ish-4ish am!!! isn't that freaking awesome?!?! I LOVE my job so much!!! I want to go NOW!!! but I'm not 'working' more dancing, drinking and talking.. because I've got sailing at 8am!!!!!! Oh oh!!! I got to drink when I was working!!! Although I wasn't supposed to, but my area was pretty quiet and I WAS MADE TO DRINK IF NOT THEY WOULDN'T PAY!!! and the person in charge had no choice but to allow as well!! I had 5 glasses of champagne and a Jagermeister!! A glass of champagne is $22.50!!!! and a Jagermeister is $9!!!! But I didn't finish all 5 glasses though!!! I was a little too tipsy for work today actually!! HAHAHAH!! but I controlled.. Thank god for all the regular drinking sessions with the boys!!! Sorry bums, after Saturday I won't. I promise you!!! Cheers people!! I'm going back to sleep!!! Dinner with tungtung later!! Stories, another time!!
And you, I can't thank you enough. Thank you, really.
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[Sep. 29th, 2009|03:47 pm] |
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I haven't been just abelling, or whatever names people call my activities now!!! Pretty much caught up with all my close friends, still a fair bit of people to contact though! I guess I'll just have to use these three weeks when Abel has left me in Singapore to fend for myself to start making arrangements!!! The last two weeks have been far too exhausting for me. Activities starting in the morning and ending at an ungodly hours in the morning the next day. With or without drinks, I'll be knocking out in the midst of any activity. yup, Welcome. That should give you a rough gauge of how exhausted I was. Therefore I'm declaring today my rest day plus a mega survivor run in the night, last thing I need is my body joining my family and forming an army against me now.
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[Sep. 22nd, 2009|07:41 pm] |
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I was pretty happy today. I was about to cook for abes and bake something. Until I realise I had to pick my class TOMORROW. Then besides that pissing the shit out of me, I also found out that I might be in a class ALL ALONE next semester. I DON'T WANT TO BE FCUKING ALONE IN THE CLASS!!!!!!!! The thought of it is already going to make me cry! WHO WANTS TO BE ALONE?!?! I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH!!! I don't fcuking care about my classmates its the GROUP mates that counts!!! I want vic,yve,shan and jerene :((( I'm so lost without Jerene reminding me what to do... Fel's dead from spending time with aloy!!! If i'm going to be alone,
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[Sep. 20th, 2009|09:35 pm] |

Someone ditched me tomorrow, so I'm guessing its going to be one of those days where I hang out with myself painting, running, packing my room and reading.. Tomorrow's going to be a good day :)
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[Sep. 2nd, 2009|02:07 am] |
One more paper fools!!!! Thursday, 2-4 pm. fuck accounting for the next 2 months May the twentyseven's seventeen party begin the next hour after that!! Can't wait to hang with the class !!! pop it. lock it. polka dot it!!! excited! |
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